MY. INCREDIBLE. WEEK. :]]]
-Partied it up with my NC Choir family for the final time in Austin, TX at State S&E and STILL got a one on my solo. ;)
-Spent Dude Ranch Day partying up with my theatre lovelies…NUFF. SAID. ;)
-Got the call of a lifetime from Gerald Dolter, the head of the vocal department at Texas Tech, confirming my audition infront of him, the vocal chair, and the rest of the vocal department during Red Raider Orientation in August! :D
-GRADUATED from NCHS! Once again, NUFF. SAID. ;))))))
-Partied it up with my fellow graduates all of Thursday night!
-Partied UH-GAIN with all of the AMAZING people I have the pleasure of calling my friends ALL of last night at my house! (Trampoline time AND Chicago all in the SAME night! It was UNREAL. :))
-Woke up from an AMAZING night this morning to find out that I was an outstanding soloist at this past year’s State S&E Competition! :D
-Spent today in chill mode “planning” and “practicing” for the cruise that I leave for in less than 48 hours ;) AND watched the most phenomenal, INSPIRING movie of all time “The King’s Speech.”
💗💗💗💗💗💗❤💗💗💗💗💗💗
Need I say anymore?
I have SO much to smile about.
God is good.
Amenith.
That is all.
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AMAZING. NIGHT.
OMG.
I have THE BEST friends EVERRR.
Period.
Plain and simple.
God has been SO good to me. :]]
Just thought I’d put that out there.
Kay, it’s been an EXTREMELY long night, so I’m going to bed.
Nighty Night, Tumblebees.
:]]
21 things jesus wants you to know … right now
Here’s what Jesus wants you to know:
You are my beloved. (Eph. 5:1)
I knew you before you were born. As my hands formed you, I whispered purpose into your bones. I can’t not love you. (Ps. 139:1-6)
I love you beyond human reason—even at your very worst, steeped in sin. (Rom. 5:8)
My love is contrary to all you know of “love.” I Love you “even though” and “deeper still.” My love reaches, pursues, remains. (Ps. 36:5)
My Love for you won’t walk out, fail, or ever come to an end. (Deut. 31:8)
No matter what you’ve heard or what you’ve come to believe, there’s nothing that can separate you from my Love. (Rom. 8:38-39)
I am not like people. So please—don’t put human words in my mouth or apply human behaviors to my character. You will miss me altogether. (Isaiah 55:8)
I’ve never ignored you. I’ve been here all along. Protecting. Loving. Waiting. (Ps. 56:8)
Your love of _____ (sin) isn’t worth eternity. I will break your chains. I will give you the desires of your heart. (Jn. 8:32, Ps. 37:4)
Please forgive some of my followers. People—even Christian people—will fail you. You live in a fallen land, where no one is perfect and all need My grace. Put your faith and trust in Me alone. (Psalm 146:3)
There’s no sin I will not forgive. You are the “whosoever believes in me” whom I will give eternal life … if you believe. (John 3:16)
As resourceful and brilliant as you are, you cannot save yourself. It’s by God’s grace and faith in Me alone that you are saved. (Eph 2:8-9)
I understand your pain and heartbreak. And my heart breaks with you. (Is. 53:3)
There’s nowhere you can go where my Love won’t find you. (Psalm 139:7-8)
The shame and guilt weighs you down has been taken care of on the cross. Your bill has been zeroed out. (John 3:16)
The addictions. The pride. The selfishness. The hate. The lust. The jealousy. The critical spirit. The greed. I can heal it. All of it. You can start fresh. Today. (Rom. 8:1-4)
I will forgive you. But only if you ask. And I care more about the “ask” than I do about the sin. (Acts 3:19)
I will not force you to do or be anything. I want a relationship with you more than I want to rule over you. (Jeremiah 31:3)
I will forgive your sin and I will forget it. That’s right—completely erase it from my mind. No replays, no record. Gone. (Ps. 103:12)
It’s never too late to turn your life around. I came to give second chances. (Luke 23:42-43)
I love you. Let’s talk. (Jer. 29:13)
It was for freedom that Christ set us free; therefore keep standing firm and do not be subject again to a yoke of slavery” (Galatians 5:1, NAS).
So many people today are missing out on the freedom that God has in store for them simply because they’re always running from their adversities. They’re continually running from their challenges or difficulties, content to stay right where they are. And I know that it’s sometimes difficult to stand against the enemy. It can be uncomfortable to confront our challenges in order to take hold of freedom. But I believe that it is actually more difficult to run from our challenges than it is to stand and face them.
See, if you’ll face your challenges, then it will only be a temporary difficulty. But if you spend your whole life running from your challenges, it’s as if they never go away—like a ball and chain around your ankle, those challenges will follow you everywhere you go. But that doesn’t have to be you! Instead, stand firm on God’s promises. Declare His Word over your life. Ask God to give you wisdom and direction as you face the difficulties in your life so that you can take hold of the freedom He has prepared for you!
It was for freedom that Christ set us free; therefore keep standing firm and do not be subject again to a yoke of slavery” (Galatians 5:1, NAS).
So many people today are missing out on the freedom that God has in store for them simply because they’re always running from their adversities. They’re continually running from their challenges or difficulties, content to stay right where they are. And I know that it’s sometimes difficult to stand against the enemy. It can be uncomfortable to confront our challenges in order to take hold of freedom. But I believe that it is actually more difficult to run from our challenges than it is to stand and face them.
See, if you’ll face your challenges, then it will only be a temporary difficulty. But if you spend your whole life running from your challenges, it’s as if they never go away—like a ball and chain around your ankle, those challenges will follow you everywhere you go. But that doesn’t have to be you! Instead, stand firm on God’s promises. Declare His Word over your life. Ask God to give you wisdom and direction as you face the difficulties in your life so that you can take hold of the freedom He has prepared for you!
Commit to the Lord whatever you do and your plans will succeed (Proverbs 16:3)
In order to fulfill your destiny, you have to make a plan according to God’s purposes and stay focused to fulfill that plan. Wake up each day knowing where you’re headed, which direction you are taking and what you are going to accomplish —- and then stick with it! Don’t allow the distractions and business of life get you off course. Ask yourself, ” Is what I am doing moving me towards my God-given destiny? Is this my purpose in life or am I just wasting time being busy and not really making any progress?” Proverbs 4:25 says, ” Keep your eyes fixed straight ahead. Don’t look to the left and don’t look to the right.” Don’t be distracted and spend your time and energy on things that are not helping you fulfill your destiny.
Remember, God’s plans are blessed, and as you walk in His plan for your life, you will experience His abundance in everything you set your hand to!
God knows your value; He sees your potential. You may not understand everything you are going through right now. But hold your head up high, knowing that God is in control and he has a great plan and purpose for your life. Your dreams may not have turned out exactly as you’d hoped, but the bible says that God’s ways are better and higher than our ways, even when everybody else rejects you, remember, God stands before you with His arms open wide. He always accepts you. He always confirms your value. You are His prized possession. No matter what you go through in life, no matter how many disappointments you suffer, your value in God’s eyes always remains the same. You will always be the apple of His eye. He will never give up on you, so don’t give up on yourself.
What a freaking JOKE of a family I have.
SERIOUSLY.
Tonight is not about you.
No, father, my diploma does NOT belong to Y-O-U.
Yes, father, I know how to cross a busy street in the middle of the night without getting hit by a damn car.
No, father, tonight is NOT about Y-O-U.
My life does NOT revolve around Y-O-U.
And, lastly, college sure as hell will NOT have a single solitary soul to do with Y-O-U. I’m not even sure why you showed up tonight. You should’ve spent the night working like you usually do. NOW you want to act like you care? NOW you want to be a father? NOW you want to put me first?
I’m SOOO sick of you and all of your BULLSHIT.
I pray to God I’m a better mother than you are a father.
FUCK YOU and, especially, FUCK what you want.
I cannot wait til I leave for Tech.
I’d rather pay every dime by myself for college than have to put up with you and your bullshit for a whole nother year.
I’m DONE.
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